it was just so intense

so last week i finally let myself go to this strict daddy club and it felt like the most freeing thing ever. daddy was rough but fair and everything he did, even the stuff that scared me a bit, made me feel safe somehow. we talked about boundaries before and after cause im careful like that. it wasnt some secret thing i hid anymore, i finally owned this part of myself. writing this feels so good though cause its not easy to talk out loud yet.