Just Figuring It Out...

So yeah, I finally gave into this weird kink thing I've been toying with for a while. Decided it was time to dive into some DDLG stuff and see where it leads. Figured since everyone's anonymous here, I could just get it off my chest without having to worry about the usual BS. Today was the first day... let’s call it 'training', though I'm not sure if that’s the right word for what we did. Spent a few hours with someone much more experienced than me, played out some scenarios, got lectured on responsibility and behavior like a naughty child might... I even wore some cute little shorts and a graphic tee as per their request. It was both fun and slightly uncomfortable at times, but mostly just bizarre. Feels kinda liberating to be honest, though it's weird knowing my partner is probably thinking about this too after we're done. Gotta say, the discipline part made me feel... well, I'll leave that to your imagination. Still figuring out if this is a thing for me long-term or just some kind of mid-20s novelty. But hey, it's not like there are rules for what you can't try once in life, right? ...