i finally admitted it to myself

so i was just hanging out at my friend's place last weekend and we were talking about our sexual interests and stuff. honestly, it was the first time i really talked openly about this kinda thing with someone else. as we were chatting, i found myself mentioning that i have these feelings for a little space roleplay. it kinda shocked me to say it out loud because i never admitted it to myself before. but here it is, i want to be the little one in a consensual relationship where my partner takes care of me and guides me like i'm younger than i am. it feels weird but also really good. my heart races thinking about how we could explore this dynamic together, just us adults choosing to play out this age-play fantasy safely and with clear boundaries.