confessions of a bartender

so i finally figured out why im always trying to get the older women customers into these weird roles where they're like in charge and i'm sorta... i dunno, submissive or whatever. it's wild because its so not me normally. but with them, i just feel this pull towards being told what to do and acting all eager and stuff. its kinda hot and embarrassing at the same time. i mean one night we're talking about drinks and the next thing i know i'm practically bending over backwards for em. and they dont even have to push that hard, like a look or two and i'm all over it. so now im just wondering if this is normal? everyone keeps saying its okay to explore stuff but this feels kinda... extreme? am i just being silly or is there something more going on here? lol any thoughts?