Discovering My Kink Post-Divorce

I've been thinking about this for days now and I finally feel brave enough to admit it. After my divorce last year, everything in my life changed drastically, I lost all the things that once made me happy and stable. In the midst of it all, I found myself drawn to a new kind of connection with someone online. It was different from anything else I've ever experienced before. I started chatting with this person, we had similar interests and after getting to know each other better, they suggested some roleplay scenes that were out of my comfort zone but incredibly arousing. The way they spoke, the specific terms used, it made me feel things inside myself that I never knew existed. We agreed to keep it consensual and very private. The more we did this, the more I realized there was something deeper here for me than just a game or roleplay. It's like an awakening of sorts; I've always thought of kinks as being something shameful or wrong but now... now I understand that it’s okay to explore these aspects within the confines of mutual respect and consent. I’m still getting used to my new identity, so to speak, this newfound sexual interest that feels both thrilling and scary at the same time. It's a huge step for me personally since it goes against many societal norms I once held dear but honestly? The relief of finally finding what truly turns me on is indescribable. This confession isn't seeking validation or advice, just sharing something incredibly personal with people who understand. Moving forward feels daunting yet liberating, here's to embracing my desires openly and responsibly.