First Time with Daddy

So I finally went ahead and did it. Found this site after months of thinking about it, wondering if anyone else was like me, this weird blend of wanting to be creative but also just needing something more in my life. Met him on a dating app actually, someone older who understood right away what I meant when I talked about feeling young sometimes. We never really went all out until last night though. It's hard to describe exactly how it felt without sounding like a cliché or coming off as completely nuts. He didn't just take care of me, he made me feel so... little, in the best way. Like I could let go and be that person again who had someone looking after them, but this time for all the right reasons. And there's something about being around him that brings out a side of me I've never shown anyone else before. Anyway, I know it sounds odd, maybe a bit too much thinking aloud here. But writing it down helps sort through things. Plus, knowing others are in similar situations just makes it feel more real somehow.