Discovering My Discipline Side

I never thought I'd be into DDLG until a few months ago. Suddenly, being disciplined by my partner felt right and natural. It wasn't about control; it was about giving in to something deeper inside me. The first time he spanked me for talking back, it made everything feel real and intense, like the rush of forbidden pleasure hit me all at once. I enjoyed feeling like I had to earn his approval again, even as an adult. It's surprising how good that feels sometimes. Now, I'm not sure if this is normal or just a strange phase. My partner loves it too, but he doesn't talk about kinks much either. Are others into stuff like this? Do people usually feel better after exploring their desires more openly? Any advice would be great.