newly single and curious

just got over a long relationship and am trying to figure out my kinks again. met this guy online who's into ddlg stuff. we decided to try it out as an adult plaything thing, not looking back or comparing to any past experiences. felt kinda vulnerable but also excited. played the little role for him once, dressing up in baby clothes and calling him daddy. weird feeling at first, like i was crossing a line, but ended up really into it. he was very supportive and made sure i was okay with everything we did. now thinking about switching roles and being the caregiver side sometimes too.