The Unspoken Playful Side
Anonymous Cherry Kitten #310 · General Confessions
I've always been known as Ms. Thompson in the hallways of Lincoln High School, stern, dedicated to teaching literature and nothing more. But behind closed doors at home? That's a different story entirely. I have this playful side that even my students wouldn't believe exists, let alone suspect it could involve anything beyond a good-natured game of Scrabble or baking a batch of cookies together. It started innocently enough. One day after class, a student asked if he could stay back for extra help on an essay, one that I knew well was due the next day and needed more attention than just a cursory glance before submitting. But it wasn't the essay that caught my interest; it was his sheepish expression when we started discussing how to tackle the opening paragraph, as if there was something else he wanted to say but didn’t dare. Over time, this student became one of those who would come in early or stay late with questions about homework. We got into an odd rhythm where I'd find myself playing the role of a strict teacher even when no other students were around. The dynamic was clear: he came in for help but also wanted to explore something else that we both knew about but never said aloud. One day, after helping him with some challenging Shakespearean phrases, he made an unusual request, to play a game I'd only heard of through books and movies before. He called it “caregiver”, where I'd act as the strict authority figure while he followed my rules or faced playful consequences like writing lines on chalkboards. Of course, these weren’t any ordinary consequences; they were part of an unspoken agreement we both found exciting. It was odd to think that one of my high school students would cross this line with me, but it wasn't about him being a student anymore, he was just another adult looking for something out of the norm. It’s funny how our conversations now blend from academic subjects straight into these games and playful banter. There isn’t really an ending to this story because we never fully defined what it was; there were no labels or rules beyond those few moments in my classroom after hours, when the real world faded away for a little while. I don't tell anyone about these interactions, but sometimes during class I catch myself smiling, especially on days when he’s particularly naughty with his homework, and then we both know exactly what that means.