Confessions of a Bartender...Little? Caregiver?

Hey there everyone! So uh...I don't know if this is the right place to ask for some advice, but I've been feeling really conflicted lately. I've always kinda liked the roleplay stuff that happens at my bar, nothing too crazy, just friendly fun...but lately it's gotten me thinking more than I want it to. So, let me back up a bit. At work, there are these two regulars who love to play around with DDLG scenarios. One of them is always the bratty little girl and the other one takes on the caregiver role...and I just can't get enough of watching it! They're so into it that it's like they forget everyone else is in the bar, you know? It's really intense. But here's where things got weird. One night after closing, while we were cleaning up, I caught myself daydreaming about being a part of something similar...but as both sides! Like maybe the little one sometimes and the caregiver other times... And that's not all. Lately when I'm at home alone, I find myself putting on some kid clothes and stuff just to see how it feels...I feel silly but also kind of excited...I know this is super weird and I don't even know if anyone else does this sorta thing. Like, am I the asshole for wanting these things? Should I even talk about it with my therapist or a friend? What's normal here? So yeah, that's why I'm writing tonight, hoping someone can tell me if what I'm feeling is okay...or if there's something wrong with me. Thanks so much for any advice you have! :)