confession

hey so this is kinda hard to say and i feel super weird about it but okay here goes. i started playing around with a ddlg thing recently and its like i can barely control myself anymore. i mean, i dont know what the hell came over me but one day after training someone she asked if we could do something different, yknow? i was so nervous but ended up letting her take charge in this really intense way. it felt amazing honestly, just being told what to do and how to be by someone else totally took all my stress away. now im sorta addicted to the idea of being that little for other people even though its scary as hell.