i have a secret craving

so today i was at work but all day long my mind kept wandering back to the dungeon in the basement. every once in a while my hands would get really shaky and i could feel this warmth down there, you know? it's not like anything happened, i just keep thinking about her and how we used to play when she'd visit... we never labeled it or nothing but it was definitely more than casual fun for both of us. the way she'd tease me with that collar and chain made my whole body tingle. one time she blindfolded me and tied me up, and i had this weird feeling of being owned by her even though i was like 28 at the time. it felt so good to let go and just be what she wanted for a while. now i'm thinking about doing it again but with someone new and wondering if that's okay... i guess i just needed to get this off my chest.