Figuring It Out: Retail Little Space Play

I'm a retail worker and I've been exploring this little space kink thing for a few months now. Honestly, it started as a fun way to escape the monotony of my job, but lately, it feels like more than just that. When I'm in role with my Dom, it's not just about obeying or being playful - there’s something grounding and calming about submitting, even if it's just mentally. It's like an escape from the stress of dealing with demanding customers all day long. But at the same time, part of me wonders if this is a healthy way to cope, or if I'm avoiding deeper issues in my life. So here I am, putting this out there and trying to understand it better.