Understanding My Kink

I've been dating my boyfriend, who I'll refer to as Daddy, for a little over six months now. We recently decided to explore DDLG dynamics in our relationship, which has been quite enlightening but also somewhat confusing. The concept of submitting to someone's guidance and discipline can seem contradictory given that I'm a first-year law student, someone used to being in control both academically and professionally. Yet, the more we delve into it, the clearer it becomes that this dynamic isn't about relinquishing power so much as choosing where to place it. Daddy has been incredibly supportive of my growth in all aspects of life, but there's something liberating about having him take the reins when it comes to certain parts of our relationship. I find myself feeling both stronger and more vulnerable in ways that feel authentic yet challenging to articulate. This exploration is a step towards understanding not just what turns me on, but why I'm drawn to this particular kink.