Confused About My New Hobby

I've always been the kind of person who sticks to logic and numbers, but recently I found myself drawn to something completely different. A few weeks ago, after much hesitation, I stumbled upon an adult DDLG community online. The idea of playing a submissive role felt strange at first, but there was this inexplicable pull towards it. It started with just reading stories, then I joined a forum and slowly began engaging more. I've even had one session with someone who's older and wiser than me, guiding me in ways that challenge my boundaries yet somehow feel right. Now, here I am, feeling conflicted. Is this normal? Should I keep exploring or is there something fundamentally wrong with enjoying this kind of dynamic?