A Secret After Work

I never imagined myself as someone who would indulge in these kinds of fantasies. But lately, I've been sneaking into an adult bookstore after my shift to watch videos and roleplay online with a Daddy figure. It's like an escape from reality, where I get to be this submissive little girl again without the real-world consequences. I feel so ashamed talking about it, but part of me craves more. Am I just trying to fill a void in my life? Does anyone else here find themselves drawn into these kinds of roleplays when they're alone?