confession

i started this a few weeks ago when i felt so lost and wanted to explore something new but it was scary as hell. i met this dominant online who's like the complete opposite of me, all tough and in control. we've only done a couple sessions but each time feels like i'm unraveling bit by bit. tonight he told me off pretty harsh for making mistakes at work, not really related to us but it made my heart race and pulse throb in ways that left me shaking. i don't know if this is love or addiction now but either way, it's changed everything.