secret shame

i met this person online and we started talking about bdsm stuff i never thought i would do anything like that but the more i talked to them the more i wanted to try it out one night we met up in a hotel room and it happened it felt so weird yet amazing at the same time i couldnt look em in the eye afterwards i just got dressed and left without another word its been weeks now and im still freaking out wondering what everyone would think if they knew id never tell anyone