Older Than I Thought I Could Be

I've been married to my wife for over thirty years now. We've had our fair share of adventures and settled into a comfortable routine. But recently, I found myself daydreaming about something completely unexpected, being in a dominant role with someone else. The idea feels dirty and wrong somehow, especially after all these decades. It's embarrassing even to admit this to myself, let alone anyone else. Just typing this out makes my face flush. There's no one involved except me and these thoughts, and I guess now, you too.