My Secret Kink Night Shift Confession

I work the night shift at a factory and have always felt like an outsider there. I've never really fit in or made friends with my coworkers, but that's okay, I'm used to keeping myself busy alone. It's been this way for years now, ever since... well, since before I knew what I wanted out of life. But lately, things at home aren't going so great. My marriage is on the rocks and I've started exploring different ways to cope with it all. One night, while feeling particularly lonely and frustrated, I stumbled upon a community that caters to people like me, those who are into a bit of everything kink-wise but don't have one clear path or label they fit into. It's been a place for me to explore my fantasies, which often involve light BDSM activities with partners online. There's this one scenario I keep coming back to, a strict office boss who catches me daydreaming and gives me detention as a punishment, but secretly enjoys seeing me submissive. It sounds silly when I say it out loud like that, but it helps me release all the tension I feel at work during the day. The shame of admitting this is overwhelming, I know my spouse would never understand or accept any of it. Yet there's something strangely comforting about these secret escapades and the way they make me feel less alone in my late-night shifts.