Another Boring Monday

Had a boring week at the office again, just like every single other one. No big surprises there. Got home late, feeling kinda lost and empty inside. Decided to call my guy, but he wasn't in the mood for the usual roleplay stuff. Told him I needed something, anything different tonight. So we started with me being his Mommy instead, just tried to be a warm presence, you know? Held him, talked soft and calm, let him pretend everything was okay again like when you're little. But it only went so far... He wanted more than that eventually, but I didn't have the energy for anything else really. Just wanted some comfort, something real from this fake world we make up sometimes.