A Secret from My Past Life

I never imagined I would find myself here, confessing something that has haunted me for years. Before becoming a stay-at-home mommy, I had a phase where I indulged in kink with an older man who treated me like his little girl. He would call me 'sweetheart' and give me strict lessons on how to behave properly. The intimacy we shared was intense yet controlled by these role-playing dynamics. I often wonder if others have similar stories or feel ashamed too. Do you?