my naughty secret kink

i been married to my husband for about four years now and we have a pretty normal marriage but one day i told him that i really want us to try some new things in the bedroom. he was like yeah sure let's do it so we started off super simple stuff like blindfolds and mild spanking. it got me thinking though, what if i wanted to take it up a notch? what if i wanted him to be my daddy or something similar, but i didn't want to tell him that because i thought he would laugh at me or think i was weird. but one night when we were cuddling and watching tv, i just blurted out of how much i liked the idea of him being in charge sexually and stuff. like actually taking care of me and loving me but also making sure i behave properly. surprisingly he seemed into it! we had a few conversations about boundaries and rules which was kinda fun and weird at first. so now we're trying out this dynamic where he's more dominant and im kind of submissive or playful in bed, whatever works for the moment. its been sooo exciting but also awkward sometimes because i have to remember not to call him daddy or anything like that since hes my husband obviously lol. we do our best to keep it sexy but still respectful, and it has definitely brought us closer together as a couple. im so glad i confessed my secret kink though even if its been scary and awkward at times, cause now we can explore things in a healthy way that makes both of us happy.