Trying to Understand Myself

I recently started exploring the world of DDLG dynamics and age-play after a friend introduced me to it. It's something that I've never really experienced before, but there’s an undeniable draw to feeling vulnerable and cared for in a different way than what I’m used to. Last weekend, my partner and I took our relationship into this space for the first time. We agreed on some basic rules: safety checks every half hour, no crossing lines without explicit verbal consent, and most importantly, always remembering that we're both adults here. The experience was unexpectedly powerful and moving; it felt like stepping into a safe fantasy where all my adult responsibilities melted away, allowing me to be fully immersed in the moment. But now I'm left wondering if this is normal or just a phase? Am I doing something wrong by enjoying being cared for in such an explicit way as an adult? I’d really appreciate any thoughts from those who have explored similar dynamics and how they handled their initial feelings of confusion or excitement. Is it common to question whether these experiences are healthy or if one is just seeking a different form of escapism? Any advice on navigating this new territory would be incredibly helpful.