Just Being Me Again

After my divorce, I thought I'd lost a big part of who I am. But the truth is, being single again has given me permission to be all the weird little things that make me unique and me, like playing caregiver or a little one with someone else. It's kind of silly how liberating it feels to put on a cute onesie and act out my childhood fantasies now. And yes, there's plenty of very explicit physical play too. I've been so pent up for years from keeping things hidden that the sheer relief when I let loose is incredible. The way we kiss, oh man, no holds barred. I slide into that needy little girl mindset and it just feels so right to surrender completely. It’s not about actual power or control over someone else though, more like playing out those scenes in my head but with another willing adult on board. It's such a turn-on being treated as their responsibility in ways that go way beyond normal, no matter how explicit things get. And honestly, it feels so good to just confess all of this.