admitting my secret tomes

i have this one thing that i really need to get off my chest. see, i dabble in the world of little and big, but not like a lot of people talk about it. its more like... i kinda step into those roles sometimes with someone close to me. we call each other mommy and littlie or daddy and little one. it feels weird saying that out loud even though everyone involved is totally on board with it. the thing is...i love being this person, but i feel bad for how grown up it all sounds when you say it out loud. like its supposed to be a secret playground only for adults but no one wants to admit they do it because its silly sounding? yeah that kinda stuff. still, me and my littlie are very careful, always respecting each others limits, and it helps us both feel safe and loved in ways regular adult relationships dont. i guess im just afraid people wont understand why we find this so special.