it finally clicked

i was out drinking with friends last week and we ended up at this dive bar that had a weird theme going on. it was full of leather couches and the bartender wore suspenders and a black shirt. somehow the conversation turned to kinks and one friend mentioned something about daddy doms and it just clicked in my head. i realized i’ve been into some form of age play for ages but never admitted it to myself. so that night, after everyone left, i sat down with a notebook and started writing down all these scenarios that had popped up over the years, like being spanked or getting sent to bed early. i know it sounds silly but it’s exciting and new to me. now i’m trying to figure out how to bring this into my real life without freaking anyone out.