Finding My Path as a Little

I recently ended a long-term relationship and found myself feeling lost. I stumbled upon the world of age-play through some online communities, specifically the role of a little. At first, it was just an escape, an adult indulgence that helped me cope with feelings of anxiety and loneliness. But over time, I began to feel something more profound: a deep connection to this persona. I crave those moments where everything feels safe and manageable, like returning to a simpler state of mind. Physically, the transition is exhilarating, the way someone looks at me with a nurturing gaze, or how gentle touches send shivers down my spine that are both comforting and arousing in equal measure. Intellectually, though, I'm conflicted. This side of myself feels authentic but also deeply private. Is it normal to seek this kind of intimacy? How do you maintain boundaries while embracing the emotional vulnerability this lifestyle entails? I’m curious about your thoughts, have any of you navigated similar paths in your own journey?