Just Another Day... Or Not?

I was working from home the other day, headphones on, trying to focus. But I couldn't get my mind off him. You know how it is, when you're thinking of someone all day long? So much so that it's distracting your work. That’s me. Him. Us. Anyway, things got a little heated in the afternoon. He came over for our regular playtime, and I had to send him up to my room without dinner because he was being naughty. But oh, you should have seen his eyes! So full of desire, so playful and defiant at the same time. It's hard not to melt when he looks like that. I ended up spanking him after a while. Hard. He deserved it for being disrespectful earlier in the day. But even then, there was something about how he responded, squirming under my hand but also groaning and getting so turned on by the pain... I had to take control more firmly than usual. It’s like this rush of adrenaline hits me when I’m disciplining him. I lost myself in it for a moment, spanking harder than ever before. And then, he was crying, whispering sorry over and over again. But I wasn't done yet. There's always something about the aftermath that just... well, gets to me. So raw, so intense. We ended up finishing off downstairs once things calmed down a bit. It's funny how after all that discipline and pain we can still be like this, he begging for more, me surrendering control again to feel him inside of me. So there it is, just another work-from-home day turned upside down by the unexpected twist. I guess you could say I was both a mom and a boss in my little world that day.