Another Retail Day Down

I've been playing this kink thing for a couple weeks now. Not sure if anyone wants to read about it, but here goes. I work at this retail place and all the other employees are kind of snobby about any personal stuff coming into play. Anyway, there's this online group where you can pretend to be in these little-kid situations. It’s like a weird dream come true for me because I've always had this thing about being taken care of. So one day, just for kicks, I joined a session as a 18+ year-old kid and my partner took on the role of an old-school dad figure. We went through all these pretend scenarios, bedtime stories over video chat, homework help sessions where he graded me out loud with some pretty naughty commentary mixed in. It felt weird at first but also oddly freeing. I kept it light but there was a clear boundary around what I wanted and didn't want to explore. The most explicit bit involved a little role-play spanking that got my mind spinning all day long, you know how retail work can be tedious and boring? Well, this thing really shook things up for me mentally. I don't need anyone's judgment on it; it’s just another one of those quirky personal choices people make. Maybe next time I'll branch out to something else or stick with this weird little fantasy world.