New Realization

I only recently admitted to myself that I have a kink for DDLG scenarios. It's been something I've toyed with in my mind but never acted upon until now. Last month, I met someone online who was interested in exploring similar dynamics and we agreed to start slowly with some playful teasing over text messages. We took it further one night when they came over; it felt surprisingly natural to role-play as a teacher-student dynamic while engaging in sexual activities that were more intense than usual. Afterward, there's always this weird mix of guilt and pleasure, I feel both like I've done something naughty and something incredibly intimate at the same time.