Shame and Secrets of Daddy Play

Well, it's like I've been keeping this huge secret for what feels like forever. It started as just a little thing between my partner and me - kind of cute and innocent at first. But now it has grown into something so much bigger and more intense that I can barely talk about it. We have these nights where we role-play, you know? And she pretends to be this little girl, like a kid or even younger sometimes. And I take on the daddy role, you know, trying to care for her and protect her but also with an edge of discipline when needed. But honestly, there's so much more going on under the surface. It's about power dynamics, mutual trust, and pushing boundaries. It sounds crazy to write it all down here, doesn't it? I'm sure many would think I'm a pervert for this kind of thing. And yet... I can’t deny how good we both feel afterwards. It’s complicated though, because I am her legal guardian and provider now in our real life - that's why it feels even more taboo. She is my everything and the thought of anyone judging me for these intimate moments we share tears at my heart a little bit. How do others deal with this? Are there any tips or tricks you could offer to help manage the shame I feel without compromising the love in our real relationship? It’s such an internal struggle, but it brings us closer too when we let go of everything and just be.