Just Starting Out...

I’m still so confused and alone, even as a trans woman nearing her 30s. I’ve recently discovered that there's something about playing little with my partner that feels right, though it’s hard to understand why. We barely talk about it beyond hints here and there, like when they set rules or give me affectionate scoldings. It doesn’t feel quite natural yet but also strangely comforting in its own way. I’m still figuring out the edges of what this means for us, hoping we can keep it discreet.