Law Class Mishap

I couldn't believe how my first-year law class turned into a heated debate about contract enforcement, which somehow spiraled into something else entirely. As I sat there pretending to take notes, my mind wandered back to the previous night when I had indulged in some age-play kink with an older, dominant partner. The way he spoke to me...it was electrifying and humbling at the same time. We've been seeing each other for a few weeks now, but this particular session felt different. There's something about the way he treats me that feels so freeing yet daunting. Is it normal to feel both exhilarated and slightly out of my depth? How do I balance my academic responsibilities with these intense personal experiences without losing myself in either?