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I've been exploring DDLG with my partner recently...it's been so different from anything I've ever tried before. We started small...he would call me 'kitten' and give me little assignments around the house...but then it got more serious...more intense. One night, he dressed me up in a schoolgirl outfit and spanked me as punishment for not cleaning my room properly...I was shocked at how turned on I felt by it all. But afterwards, I couldn't stop thinking about what we did...how far we'd gone...I feel so ashamed admitting this...what if people judge me? It's just that I crave the discipline and attention in a way I don't understand yet...