Lost in My Head Again

I couldn't help but slip into my favorite headspace tonight. After another stressful day, I found myself craving that sweet submission, the kind that left me breathless and tangled up with nothing to do but listen and obey. It was just for a moment, a fleeting escape from reality where I could pretend everything was okay again. But as always, it didn't last long enough, and when I snapped back to my solitary room, there was only silence and the weight of feeling lost.