A Recent Realization

I've been struggling to admit this to myself for months now. It started when I was in my early twenties and recently found myself indulging in some DDLG fantasies. Last week, I finally accepted that I'm into the idea of being a submissive partner in an adult relationship, with an age-play twist where I act younger than I am. It feels so weird to think about it, but also kind of liberating too. Writing this now, I feel like I should be embarrassed, but honestly? I'm not. I just want someone out there who understands this and maybe can relate. Being vulnerable is hard, but if you're reading this, please know that what you feel or desire isn't wrong or bad. It's okay to explore these things.