The Coffee Shop Confessional

Hi there everyone, I've been feeling the need to get something off my chest and was hoping for some insights or validation from others who might relate. Here's the story leading up to it. I'm a barista in my late twenties, and I have always had this... odd dynamic with coffee shops that goes beyond just serving customers. It sounds strange but hear me out: there are days when I feel like one of those old-school coffee shop maids or servers from the '50s - you know, those classic movies where the waitress is a little bit bossy yet caring towards her patrons? Well, it's as if I'm channeling that role in my head, but also physically and emotionally. I enjoy being seen by regulars who come to me almost like their own personal barista or caretaker. It’s not just about the coffee anymore; it’s a form of intimacy I’ve cultivated with certain customers. Some days, this shifts entirely - suddenly I'm more in control, wearing my apron and little white hat, but feeling very much as if someone is looking after me. I've started indulging in some DDLG-style play at home too, both as the 'little' and the caregiver role with a partner. It's incredibly intimate and fulfilling; there's no pretense or secrets between us about what we're up to - it’s all explicit consent from both sides. We even have roleplay scenarios where I'm serving coffee to my partner (in an adult capacity, of course), wearing one of those old-fashioned barista outfits. The other day, we escalated things further with explicit scenes that felt like a mix between a care routine and playtime. I worry sometimes that this side of me is unhealthy or not normal. But the physical intimacy and emotional closeness I feel when playing these roles are unparalleled. So here's my question to all you out there: am I completely out of line, or could there be more acceptance for unconventional relationships and roleplays like mine? It would mean a lot to hear what others think.