First Time Feeling Like an 18+ Little Girl Again

So, I recently got out of a long-term relationship, and it's been really weird figuring everything out on my own. Today, I decided to try something completely new, DDLG with someone who’s much more experienced than me. We met up at this cozy café that felt like the perfect setting for some age-play exploration. It was funny because we both had this nervous laugh the whole time, kind of like how you’d feel on your first day of school again. Anyway, I was dressed in a cute little dress and carrying a backpack full of toys and treats, just as playful as I felt inside. We talked about different scenarios over coffee, it’s wild how comfortable we got so quickly! One thing that stuck out is when he playfully asked me to sit on his lap like a good girl. And you know what? It actually made me feel like such an 18+ little girl again, giggling and blushing in ways I haven’t since… well, for a long time. After some talking, we decided to take it a step further at his place later that night. There was this moment of hesitation, what if I’m not good enough?, but then, we laughed about how silly that thought is when you’re both grown-ups playing pretend. That laugh made all the nerves fade away. So yeah, turns out being an 18+ kid again isn’t as weird as it sounds. It’s actually pretty fun and liberating! I felt so playful and free to express myself in ways I couldn’t before, even if it was just for a little while. And hey, who knows what tomorrow will bring? Maybe I’ll finally find my place somewhere between the serious grown-up stuff and this wild age-play fantasy land. Anyway, that’s my story, still trying to wrap my head around it all myself! Hope someone out there found this as amusing as I did.