when i was little daddy's boy and caregiver

so like this whole thing started when i hit my thirties man and kinda felt the need to go back in time or something weird like that. had been in a few relationships but always felt missing somethin. so one day i met this older guy, mid forties, who was into this dynamic where he'd be the daddy figure and me as both his little boy and sometimes caregiver for him when he needed it. at first just played around with it like roleplaying but then we got more serious about it and i started feeling like a kid again in these moments with him. dressing up, acting all young and naive, and at other times being the mature one helping out dad when he was tired or having one of his rough days. man, it felt so good to just let go and be this little guy who got taken care of but also had some power by caring for another adult too. we did this for like a year or so until things started getting complicated with other stuff in life. i think he wanted more commitment from me than i could give at the time, even though it was all consensual and fun while it lasted. kinda miss those days now but also glad i had that experience to grow through.