professor's secret

i have this thing for ddlg and it kinda took me by surprise really. i mean i always knew there were things i liked but never thought of myself as into that kind of stuff until recently. started playing with one of my grad students just to see what it was like, figured he'd be into the power play dynamic anyway. turned out he loved being disciplined and treated like a little boy again. which surprised me too because its not really something i expected to enjoy this much but here we are. sometimes i wonder if im doing him any favors or if hes getting something out of it but mostly i just kinda go with the flow and do what feels right at the time. its kind of fun though, you know? he looks up to me now in a different way than before, like this sort of mentor figure and its not a bad feeling really. we are both adults so its all consensual but sometimes it still feels weird i guess. oh well.