Shameful Truth

I can hardly bring myself to write this. I started seeing a professor who's much older than me, he's in his forties, and he treats me like a little girl. It feels so wrong, but also strangely right in ways that terrify me. He calls me 'sweetheart' and tells me what to wear, how to act...I'm supposed to be learning about law, not losing my mind over this twisted game we play. I feel so ashamed.