first real submissive scene

hey so this is my first time posting something like this and i gotta say im really excited to get all of this off my chest. like a few weeks ago i met this girl online and we talked about dd/lg stuff for a while but i was too nervous to actually do anything about it. then one day she messaged me asking if i wanted to try out our first scene together over video chat. at first i thought no way im not ready for that yet but something inside me just said why not take the plunge? so we set up a time and went ahead with it. wow it was amazing how nervous and excited i felt leading up to it, like every minute waiting seemed longer than the last. when we started the scene she told me to call her ma'am and address her as my mistress or owner. she gave me instructions on what to do and where to go in the room. i did everything she said, kinda hesitantly at first but then i got into it and just let go. there was this weird mix of fear and pleasure running through me, like pins and needles all over. when it ended i felt so tired but also satisfied, like ive been carrying a heavy weight and finally put it down. im still kinda in shock over how good it was, and how much i want to do more of this with her.