Just Can't Help It

I'm this trans guy in my 20s who's into being a Daddy figure. I've always had this urge to discipline and guide someone, but lately it feels like more than just an interest. Is it because I want control or is there something deeper about nurturing? Anyway, last week I found myself spanking my submissive with a wooden paddle after she disobeyed me, the sharp crack of wood against her ass was oddly satisfying.