finally admitting this

so i was bartendin the other night and this chick walks in all dolled up like she's 18+ but acting like a total brat, ya know? just sittin there makin demands, bein real bossy. normally id just think she's a pain but something about how she acted got me thinkin... i mean, it kinda reminded me of when i was in my twenties and fantasized bout this weird little maid thing, right? except instead of the fantasy it was real. i gotta say, watchin her act all immature and spoiled made me wanna be her punisher, if ya know what i mean. had to go home after work just slammin on that idea 'cause no one needs to know my dirty little secret about fantasizin bout disciplinin someone older than me. been keepin it in a real long time so now i finally admitted it to myself even if its still locked up tight inside.