just found out i like this stuff

so i was at work yesterday and my shift ended late so the store was all closed up. it's one of those places where u get stuck waiting for security to come around and check out ur section before u can leave. i was just chillin' and scrolling thru some weird subreddit on my phone when this super hot older guy comes in to unlock his stuff. we started talking cus he had this whole fatherly vibe and it made me feel... younger somehow? anyway, he asked me if i ever played any roles or anything like that and before i knew it i was telling him about how sometimes when i'm stressed i just wish someone would take care of everything for me. he laughed and said there's a name for people who like that kind of stuff but then the security guy came so we had to scram. now im thinking maybe this is something more than just a passing thought and its kinda scary but also... exciting? dunno what im gonna do about it tbh.