discovering my fetish late

so i recently realized this thing about myself that kinda blew my mind. i mean i knew i liked a certain level of discipline and authority in the bedroom, but it just clicked last month when i was playing with my guy and he decided to really go full-on daddy mode. i dont know if its cause hes in his forties or because im a nurse who sees how messed up the world can be and kinda wanna escape that for an hour, but having him take control like that, being the little girl who just needed guidance? it was amazing. its been like this switch inside me ive never turned on until now. i feel powerful admitting this though cause there is so much out there that wants to judge, but honestly i love myself more when im in my littlespace than any other time.