Admitting My Kink

I've only recently realized I have this kink for DDLG. It started feeling more and more natural over time, but I never allowed myself to admit it until just now. I mean, why would someone my age, in their thirties, suddenly feel drawn towards a dynamic like that? It's not something you hear discussed often or even see depicted much beyond the usual stereotypes. But there's something about it... Maybe it’s the fantasy of regressing back to an earlier state where things were simpler and decisions didn't weigh so heavily on me. Or maybe I just enjoy the idea of submitting completely, without any reservations or conditions. It feels strange, but also exhilarating, like a secret door has been opened that lets in light from another world. I suppose this confession is as much for me to figure out why as it is to say it aloud.