feeling neglected

having such a boring week at work its driving me crazy. sitting in cubicle day after day feels pointless sometimes. my partner noticed i was down and suggested we do something different for a change. ended up agreeing to let him take care of me like im his little girl. he called me pet names dressed me all cute gave me chores to do felt so strange but also kinda sexy at the same time. wondering if this is really who i am deep inside.