Not Sure How to Feel

I've been working at this retail job for a while now, and uh, it's not really the most exciting place. But I recently started seeing someone from work online. Yeah, we're both adults, she's in her twenties, and I'm... well, older. We kind of clicked over some stuff on Reddit that had to do with DDLG, and yeah, things got a bit more intense between us outside the store too. It feels weird talking about it though. Like what if someone sees this? People always assume it's just casual hookups or something easy going when you're older, right? But this isn't like that at all. There are rules and... uh, well, I guess discipline too sometimes. It makes me feel both embarrassed and really turned on by the power dynamic we've created. Anyway, she wanted to try role-playing as my little girl last week, and it just felt so real in a way. We didn't go full-on kink or anything crazy, I mean, I wouldn't want her thinking I'm one of those people who takes things too far. But yeah, there was something about how much she trusted me to take care of her that... well, it made my heart race and palms sweat. I don't know why this is so hard to type out. Maybe because deep down, even though we agreed on all of this as adults, a part of me still wonders if there's something wrong with feeling like this or wanting to be in the role I am. But then again, when she looks up at me and calls me 'Daddy'... it just feels right. So yeah, that's kind of what happened. It's probably not even worth mentioning really, but I guess I needed to get it out somewhere.